Let's be negative

 Hello bello readers :)  today's post is about  loneliness the -all new issue in today's modern world. Amidst so many crimes and divorce cases this pandemic is spreading even more.

Poetry time  :)

I am alone 

feelings I clone

real feelings I have thrown

I pretend 

with no dead end

to be happy

because of which I am becoming more snappy 

I don't know how to beat it 

it's better this fact I eat it 

retreat I have tried

but the fact is feelings have dried 

not that I NEED company 

 Hello bello readers :) my today's post is about the missing the biggest reason for existence zeal. We all wake up at certain time of the day do our regular chores go to office do our work but what we forget in the process is zeal to live we are born to enjoy life too and not just live it because we are given it to us by god.

I am sharing my personal experience I wake up do my regular chores go to office but I feel something is missing  definitely the zeal to live I am foodie I love food I have my cheat days I love travelling but still something is missing I don't know what is that zeal I am talking about but something is definitely missing. When I was in school I was always happy I had that zeal to live but now that happiness is missing something is like a blackhole in hindi I say this feeling as (ek kala gehra samandar ek nanha parinda kho ra usk andar ).

I think that innocence of childhood is gone that's the zeal that's missing the brunt of adulthood has created this void (sounds poetic :P well that's what who I am a poetess).It was so easy to trust people when we were young we had no clue of the grey areas the sadness tend to persist no matter what .

Sometimes when I see a kid

I think of all the good deeds they did

they still can be fully  happy 

be it with a nappy 

I have all the materialistic happiness

but I still live the crankiness

crankiness of not being that much gentle

happiness resides as if the space in my life is rental 

sometimes I wish I could sort  this mess

even if not greater maybe a little bit less

life was indeed a bliss

I wish nothing should have  been amiss 

TELL ME NOT

 Tell me not they knew when I didn't

tell me not this is obvious and let's pretend

tell  me not it was not true

but a fiction that was due

tell me not those questionable  eyes were destined

tell me not I have no right to say this subject  is indeed denied

tell me not my heart was  untrue

tell me not the dedication I had couldn't make it through

tell me not my facts have failed and your conclusion are true

tell me not it's  me who is next in the queue

 Chaos

Opening up was a sin

bottling up was a sin

life is lean 

heart is chaotic dean

pondering

also wandering

aiming the sky

unable to get even a star continuously asking why

everything has limits

patience ,persistence feels like mere words there is a strong urge to chuck it 

miracles have failed

absence  makes life  derailed 

expectation and suspicion

unwanted mayhem unruled intrusion

all I need is REAL connections and a  real one to accompany

Silent sinner

Hello reader's my today's post is a bit of a paradox as earlier I have said that silence is  blessing but in today's post I am going to tell you about when silence can be a biggest mistake.As I personally believe that silence is very useful technique for dealing with idiots but it is  a huge ,huge, huge mistake when it is used as a tool for dealing with pains which requires people to speak up so that the guilty party is dealt sternly.


I come across n number of people dealing with domestic violence,child abuse stories  and people not opening up because of fear of society people like those who in Damini's case said that she should not have taken the bus at night thereby somewhere taking dig at that poor girl and many more rubbish stories.I have seen  innocent girls who don't meet people ,suffer social anxiety because their MMS was leaked by the guy whom they trusted the most ,the person who meant the world for her .


One month ago I met a social activist she told me that when it comes to getting the men punished who abused them women back out and the reason for it is their soft heart.The best advice I have ever had from anybody was of her  that women should be extremely unforgiving in such cases but this  also calls for action on part of women in our society who due to their fear of what may happen to their kids,family or any other reason remain silent.


As I call it the one who hides the crime is the biggest criminal .

It is not the only women in cases of child abuse it's the victim's parents only who hide such reality as it was perfectly presented in highway how Alia's mother knew about her uncle's misbehavior with her but kept silent  this is the true and dark side of our society which needs light  not only the girl but boy's suffer the same abuse and their family keeps quiet as very well shown in story of a suicide.

To sum up I would like to say to all of you do not remain quiet in such matters fight because you are stronger than you think and braver than you imagine.

GOOD MORNING readers and happy republic day :)

THERE IS A   REALIZATION WITHIN

AMPLE AMOUNT OF PEACE IT BRINGS IN 

NO MATTER WHO DOES WHAT

YOUR REACTION TO THE SITUATION SAYS A LOT

EARLIER I WAS REACTIVE 

PEOPLE USED THAT AGAINST ME NOW I AM MORE PROACTIVE

IMMATURITY IS EQUIVALENT TO  REACTIVITY

WHICH HAMPERS YOUR TENACITY

REACTIVITY IS DESTRUCTIVE

STAY AWAY FROM IT AND BE MORE CONSTRUCTIVE

THE NEED OF THE HOUR IS TO BE PRODUCTIVE

ELSE LIFE BECOMES INDUCTIVE

REALIZE THE POWER WITHIN 

FIGHT YOUR OWN DEMONS DAY OUT DAY IN 

                                                                          MR CON

He is Mr Con

it's his quality you know it's inborn

he is not  a gangster 

just a manipulative person with no shiny roadster

he looks like everyone of us 

he lives  between us but do not reveal himself and silently creates fuss

he is so honest when you meet him 

his lies mixed with few truths makes your commonsense dim 

he plays so well with his words that initially you are going to trust 

eventually he shows he is just a rust 

be very vigilant 

he may play you anytime just learn to read between the lines and don't make him your resident 

               Unwillingness 

is a weird phenomenon

sometimes  challenges your persona

unwilling to move forward, unwilling to accept

 unwilling to face ,unwilling to  perspect

vulnerabilities and challenges makes us unwilling sometimes

to deal with them we need peace of mind these are our major test times

this requires eternal strength

stretch our will power to greatest length

cannot wait for time 

we have to raise our  level and be prime 

 Player

I am here but nowhere

I care but showing it is something I don't dare

people call me a player

as I hide my eyes full of pain behind a dark glare

people use me like a comfort chair

but when I dump them they stare

when I revolt I become the enemy

whatever they do to me is their prodigy

well well well  with time they do learn for every action there is equal and opposite reaction

but their unwanted ego do not allow them to leave toxic  propagation

Theatrical bait

THERE IS A SMALL FIGHT 

REMAIN SILENT AND BE UPTIGHT 

DIPLOMACY IS THE ART ONE NEEDS TO MASTER

BUT THE ARTIST WITH OPINIONS FINDS THIS TO BE A DISASTER

DEPTH  STRAIGHTFORWARDEDNESS AMBITIONS 

QUARRELS WITH DIPLOMACY  AS THE FORMER IS THEIR INBORN POSSESSION

 THE ARTIST MAY FIND THE BALANCE SOONER OR LATER 

TILL THEN THEY WILL BE TERMED AS FAKE EXAGERATOR

STEREOTYPES

Girls should be silent

but men are allowed to be even violent

domestic  violence is  deemed as their work frustration

ego and temper are their macho image's illustration

A temperamental girl is deemed as psycho professionally

 if she stands for something she believes in she is trolled for speaking freely

Neha Dhupia  was trolled  but Ranvijay agreed and other men in the video  agreed but nobody said a word to them

it was her opinion why trollers involved family and friends why targeting them and creating  unwanted mayhem 

who so much fuss on being rich 

 why do ultimately people ditch

why there is agony of LGBT

why are gods divided and treated as master of some  treaty

why depression is treated as a sign of being mental 

why  the moody  and introvert are not strictly be  considered to be may be  experimental

why people consider anyone to be weak or vulnerable

everyone is excelling in their own way even if they are physically disable

why are people judged by their physical attributes

when it is clearly stated that your attitude determines your altitude

                                             

       TRUST       

   

Cruel intentions understood no attachment no connection

scared the world doubts the purest soul  and is filled with negative perception

not to be blamed experiences after all 

so many silent battles  even they have  fought  sometimes with no support at all 

the world is shrinking is shrinking into this darkness of mistrust

question prevails where is the savior and when will the bubble of liars  burst

ask yourself can't  you be the savior who can stop lying and end the unrest

so that there is end  to this blame game and putting people to test 

UNIMPORTANT

YOU CAME AS A STORM
YOU ACCOMPANIED ME IN BREAKING EACH AND EVERY SINGLE NORM
YOU BECAME  MY  STRENGTH
YOU PROMISED TO STAY FOR LONGER LENGTH
YOU KNEW MY ANGER
I AM A BORN WRANGLER
YOU WERE MY ESCAPE
WE LIVED IN OUR SELF CREATED LANDSCAPE
GONE ARE THE DAYS
WE BOTH HAVE CHANGED OUR WAYS
I GUESS WE BOTH WERE TESTING WHO LONGER STAYS
I HAVE BID YOU GOODBYE
MOVED ON NO LONGER I WANT TO TRY
MY BROTHER MY BEST FRIEND YOU WERE
BUT NOW I DO NOT EVEN LIKE YOUR USHER
NOT THAT I HATE YOU
BUT NOW UNIMPORTANT I RATE YOU

Albert double cross
 Hello readers 🙂my today’s post is not about any heart break or betrayal experience of anyone or mine 😜 it is a story of mr Albert  an imaginary character  whose sketch I have made and  Ms Samantha

 Samantha was a very sweet innocent five  year old baby  who knew nothing of the world she at that age met a boy name Albert , a boy of 10 years old residing nearby her house  Samantha when first met him started to trust him blindly and when she grew up she fell in love with him madly and deeply     Mr Albert also had soft corner for her but he never expressed exactly what he felt for her so one Day Albert along with his friend started an advertising agency so he hired many models to do the add  and even Samantha started working in his firm and there he found Riya he married Riya ,Samantha was deeply heartbroken .

Now what the end ? 

Nah now what do you think will happen  I give this chance to my lovely readers to make stories in the comments section below  actually I wanted to play a short game with my readers and see how creative they are  so make you 2 3 lines story and show your talent . 

Love you All

~shruti 🙂