LOST AND IMPATIENT SHEIN
NEITHER OF THEM KNEW WORLD'S COMPLEXITY
BUSY IN THEIR WAYS AND FILLED WITH PERPLEXITY
NEITHER OF THEM WERE BROKEN
THEIR BASIC NATURE IT WAS ALL THEY LACKED WAS A TOKEN
TOKEN OF THE DIFFERENT WORLD
A WORLD OF WHICH BELONGS TO A BIRD
A BIRD WHO KNEW HOW TO FLY
FREE FROM THE WORLDLY SLY
ACCIDENTALLY PATHS CROSSED
THEN ALSO IN THEIR LITTLE WORLD THEY WERE ENGROSSED
EYES MET EYES
REALISED THEY LACKED WORLDLY LIES
FRIENDSHIP LEAD TO RELATIONSHIP
AND FINALLY TURNED INTO ENDLESS COMPANIONSHIP
CHAPTER2 :Shein's dilemma
Shein in a phase which she is facing after meeting Shawn let's see what happens in coming posts :)
A fainted smile ,a painted face
there is no feeling inside that is true for her case
not that Shein is heartless
truth is she wants to be emotionless
she wants to move forward
deleting the emotions and throwing them downwards
she cannot forget who she is
but right now feeling nothing gives her bliss
she has always been a dreamer
willing to work hard and always proving herself that she is way more stronger
emotions messes her head
better she be earner of butter and bread
unable to accept her love for Shawn
but somewhere in corner of her heart towards him she is madly drawn
CHAPTER 3: HEARTBREAK
At this stage Shein tries her level best to be with Shawn but gets heartbroken because of him so she writes these lines in her notebook:
I know you don't
But I do give a duck
we were not meant to be being together was not in our luck
life feels like a pit
like a strong rotten rod has suddenly hit
about you my man I don't know
but with you I wanted to grow
I never wanted you to leave me
even you should have been there for me
but now it's no more a matter of glee
with head held high
and a heavy sigh
I say with you no more I will die
I bid you my last goodbye
CHAPTER 4 :BREAKUP
Shein was disheartened and broke up with Shawn .Shawn was stuck in his ego and was unwilling to talk to Shein untill one day he got to know the reason of their misunderstanding .He realised Shein was hiding something from very long which led to the misunderstanding and at this stage even Shawn discloses his past to Shein in form an apology letter to Shein which was stopping him from taking the initiative to talk as he was mistrustful :
With all depth I possess
I do confess
I have grievances and I have lost many busses
A single day changed my life
I was compelled to enter the world of folks and knife
nobody paid heed
nobody asked me what is that I need
nothing helped me not even my good deed
it was a tough time indeed
all my heart did was bleed
my eyes cried silently
words were not following diligently
opposed any sort of attraction vehemently
I needed relief urgently
but now I will try to prepare myself mentally
as I want to be with my baby doll
forgive me please again let's rock and roll :*
CHAPTER 5: DILEMMA
Shein is in total dilemma now whether to move on or stay so she writes to Shawn :
As I pen down this line
I want you to know that I am fine
years may pass eight or nine
it's not about victory of ego of yours or mine
baby wherever we go we must shine
hope one day together we will dine
even if we never we meet
in my mind this meet will be like a pending treat
you will always be the one whom I wish to greet
CHAPTER 6 :Shawn's reply
Baby choice is yours, your decision I will respect
but I want you to know I will wait until you gain perspect
I know dear my dilemma has given you immense pain
you are out of energy you are totally drain
but give me one chance together we will sit and I will explain you my case
you can beat me shout on me together we will deal with bad days
let's not loose each other I will always be there to chase
I love you so much now after the distance
without you my life I will be filled with happiness resistance
without you I cannot live
to you my life I give
please meet
you are the only one I wish to desperately greet :*
Love
Shawn <3
CHAPTER 7 :Shein finally decides
Thinking it through
no proper decision but more confusion in lieu
me and you together is like a dream come true
but your commitment phobia seems to stops me from going to you
"Infidelity " I hope that's what you never do
I know I am mistrustful but your abandonment has compelled me to think it through
Amidst the chaos in my mind my heart said all I need is you
can we try being together one more time and will keep trying till the eternity, forever let's keep trying sometimes me sometimes you :)
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