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ED NOT DEAD

Hi I am Ed I care
but let me tell you my grief I never share
I have problems but can't express
my feelings my emotion I suppress
Moon and stars 
my room has  plethora of my emotional jars
I have learned to be more arrogant and live practically
this sudden  change has indeed happened drastically
I am losing out on words to speak 
but you know what my writing maintains the streak
I am losing trust
I have more than usual anger outburst 
One day I will reach the place of peace
hope is something that never cease
I may change completely sooner or later
but somewhere in a corner of my heart this ED will continue to exist  and never become a complete traitor 




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