MOTIVATIONAL NOT RECREATIONAL

 CHAPTER 1: MOTIVATIONAL 

Hello bello readers :) my today's poem is there to motivate you all in this dark phase hope it motivates you all :)

Break the rules

forget the past

In this world nothing last

you got the spark

you realised this amidst the dark

get to work  don't just bark

prove the world that you are shark

this pandemic is like a naysayer tell it  needs to stay away 

tell it  you will succeed despite all odds in your way 

you are the player you are here to stay 

and only have the right to slay

and for pandemic make it a mayday

just play fair

show bad times that you can dare

just compel the world to care 

ALL THE BEST STAY HOME STAY SAFE  KEEP YOURSELF MOTIVATED :)

CHAPTER 2 :KEEP GOING 

 Hello readers :) I am back and that too in a happy zone as finally I am doing something productive loosing myself in the tough job scenario I learned a lot finally writing my this experience which was similar to roller coaster in  a poetry form. Although I don't believe in sharing  whose experience it was but I am telling you all this so that even you all can believe in positivity and god :)

Dream came true 

when the  first job was no longer due

challenges were a part of it indeed

but bent upon not giving up I continued to learn as it was learning experience not just only a mere need

then suddenly  pandemic happened 

I was slowly losing hope and a miracle happened

placed in a big brand finally I thought I was reaching closer to my dreams

my health played the devil here once again  I was losing my strength once again I had lost sunbeam

Lost amidst the roads confused I tried to change the track 

not knowing waiting for me was a bigger trap

lost all hope at this stage 

filled with frustration, negativity and   strong rage 

God finally barged in 

took me in his arms and threw all my problems in dustbin

came a  new opportunity in my life  once again as a miracle 

this time suiting me more and no more creating a ruckus in path to pinnacle

Thankyou god for the mercy 

stronger is my faith that he indeed blesses us love his children who have even slightest courtesy

  

CHAPTER 3 :Crayon to carryon

Crayon tells us to carry on  want to know how

it's a simple logic yet  not understood very easily anyhow

a simple sketch turns into a painting that's crayon for you

gives a feeling of coffee which is freshly brew

just like the sketch when life become colorless

crayons inspire you to become fearless

just add your favorite color and change the view

the same way in life Vincent Van Gogh  grew

Love

Shruti (RAAE ) 

 

                               CHAPTER4 :The wheels of   Karma

From the sunrise to sunset

there is a major change in my mindset 

I have learned there is a magical concept

karma the name is and a lot of things this expect

it begins from self realization

this requires ample amount of self introspection

whatever you sow so shall you reap

whatever  you do in life with others that creates this heap

it is a rigid master 

it's tougher than Sachin Tendulkar the master blaster

the good side also it has 

it lowers your anger and saves your energy this is the magic it has

keep believing in this concept firmly

never in  your life you will be disappointed I can say it definitely

                              CHAPTER 5 :Ed not dead

Hi I am Ed I care

but let me tell you my grief I never share

I have problems but can't express

my feelings my emotion I suppress

Moon and stars 

my room has  plethora of my emotional jars

I have learned to be more arrogant and live practically

this sudden  change has indeed happened drastically

I am losing out on words to speak 

but you know what my writing maintains the streak

I am losing trust

I have more than usual anger outburst 

One day I will reach the place of peace

hope is something that never cease

I may change completely sooner or later

but somewhere in a corner of my heart this ED will continue to exist  and never become a complete traitor 

                              CHAPTER 6 :REASON

I WANT A REASON 

A REASON WHICH DOES NOT CHANGE LIKE SEASON

A REASON TO STAY 

A REASON TO SAY 

UNSAID WORDS 

IS LIKE CAGE OF BIRDS

I WANT A REASON FOR  BREAKING SILENCE

WHICH IS SIMILAR TO MENTAL VIOLENCE 

I WANT A REASON FOR THE MESS CREATED

THE FACT THAT KEEPS US SUFFOCATED

I WANT A REASON FOR IGNORANCE

I WANT A REASON FOR LACK OF ENDURANCE

I WANT A REASON TO BREAK THIS CHAIN

AS I WANT TO EXIT THIS MESSY LANE 

                                

CHAPTER 7 :  MY SECRET INSPIRATION

I  have entered a weird phase 

Madly I want to chase

The free demon you are

I do not love you nor do I like you in a romantic sense  but your persona raises your bar

You are my inspiration to be myself

I love your writings so much that I get so lost in it and I forget where is my shelf

I do not have the audacity to say it to you directly 

You may misunderstand my intention and my inspiration can turn away from me  abruptly

I am no stalker or obsessed 

but your writing has made me possessed

You are so different and still you express so freely

I really adore you for your work  very dearly

CHAPTER 8 :FIGHTER

Chain of thoughts Devil sew
that the angel will ultimately  screw
tried to play her
but she decided to be her
malicious thoughts his head was filled with
hidden warrior soul which can broke his ego land  was no longer a myth
he noticed but underestimated
with more fierceness she reciprocated
finally the devil was no more
back to her peaceful world but now with no mercy and heart filled with anger and abhor

This poem is dedicated to all those warrior souls (girls) who underestimates their power it's for them to remember Goddess  Durga  was also a woman and she is an epitome that if a girl can have patience  in crisis they are Goddess Kali too who does not need anyone to fight for them and  Parvati ma took the form of kali to finish egoistic demons and she fought the demon alone to save the dignity of various devis on Kailash  when mahadev wanted parvati ma to realise her true potential and did not intervene in the fight of  demon and parvati ma
                                  

                                          CHAPTER 9:THE END

The end is my version of going away from somewhere this is the feeling I hate the most but unfortunately we are human in order to grow we have to leave things behind I very well remember being a kid  I felt worst whenever I had to change my school and even my city for me it was the worst kind of end it was such that I came back to my city although not my same school but my city as I love to be in my city.

Poem
after a  loooong time

Listen up your heart is my need
being with you is my biggest greed
I do not love leaving indeed
make sure you too pay some heed
it's not welfare or any good deed
I want to be with you because you are my greed
and you are just like me you also belong to a different breed
make a decision to be with  me and dare not bend
as I am a biggest hater of THE END

CHAPTER 10 : DEADLIEST SIN

Hello readers and a very good morning :) ( it is the first time I am writing any post  in the morning :P )

so coming back to the point my today's post is about  the deadliest sin i.e. SUICIDE  a major problem nowadays  mainly due to depression and anxiety and ignorance of this problem as people don't seek medical help or resort to self medication like drugs and alcohol  and end up committing suicide because they are unaware of their kind of depression and their self medication ultimately ruins them the wisest thing to do in such case is to refer to some doctor whom you know personally or  any famous doctor.Various short films  are being made on this issue   to create awareness about medication the great actress Deepika Padukone and many other famous personalities have openly shared their experiences about this issue so I hope people get influenced by all these stuffs and resort to medication and save their lives.

As I keep on saying people nowadays are changing so there are many who are seeking help but still there are many people who are not so my this post is for them trust me depression makes you take wrong decisions and causes much harm please save your life and seek help.

Medical help plus certain motivating quotes  can help you all a lot and certain post like mine and the one I recently I came across on Instagram  by thefewquotes Madrid Spain  the post is a support post  which tells you  100 reasons not to commit suicide and it is indeed very motivating just read it (it is the main reason behind me writing this post in the morning) and very helpful and there  are many helpline like AASRA etc which you can easily find on google and you can talk to people there  if you have no one to talk to in addition to it there are many short films  and the best remedy for prevention is be closed to your loved ones hug them often it reduces depression  and such deadly thoughts.

Poem
Life is a beautiful gift 

do not end it because of a small rift 

just learn to drift 

be with people who matter 

ignore the unnecessary blabber 

just enjoy your life just like a cool rapper ;)

   note : self composed poem please kindly do not copy :)

 CONCLUSION

 Life is very precious always remember  some people desperately want to live for their family and dreams but they do not have much days left due to their ailment (see the scene from anjana anajani to better understand this) so do not loose it because of your ignorance because your life does not belong to you only your parents ,siblings and friends they are attached to it also and at last I would like to say SUICIDE IS THE MOST SELFISH STEP   take care stay safe stay happy :) 

with all the love I possess SHRUTI :)

CHAPTER 11 : WEIRDLY WIRED 

 I am going to discuss about the weirdos you make fun of   I am going to talk about the misfits  of the society  who gain no proper acceptance  from their  peers and sometimes their own family .


I call this post as weirdly wired as  the wiring of the brain cells  of  such species  do not match the  wiring of your so called NORMAL  brains  as they are different  you call  them weirdo make fun of them  you call them by names  have you  ever thought  irrespective of the fact  that they are different in their ways  they are human too  they too have  a  heart they too get hurt .



There are many such  kids  who are born different and during their  life  they develop even certain emotional problems such kids  suffer  very much as they are already not properly accepted and their emotional problem isolates them more which add more to the agony of such kids .

STORY

Few years back I saw a story  of a boy in television who  was different he was not gay or transgender  but was very soft and  liked girly stuffs  his own father  and brother  did not understand him  only his mother understood him and explained the father and brother  to treat him lightly  but they did not understand  him and compelled the kid to be tough like other guys  the kid  ultimately got depressed by their harsh and non understanding behavior and ultimately committed suicide .

Conclusion

 This post is my effort to make people  aware and  to understand  the fact that everybody is unique  in their  own ways never  term someone as weirdo or mental  just like that for you it's just a word for that person it becomes the worst memory of their life  and I request all parents  who are reading this  that never force your child to be like others everyone is unique in their own ways  and lastly  I have noticed  people today are becoming  more acceptable and aware  so I hope  I could  inspire even more people by my post to sensitize more  .



POEM :


Dear do not fear
just keep your intentions clear
fight it out 
never doubt
you are no less
even in a complete  mess
you got the guts
despite all scratches and cuts 
YOU CAN DO IT  and you can carry on 
just say babe bring it on ;)