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My Dilemma

Hello bello readers my today's post is about me I am facing a dilemma I need suggestion on how to overcome the biggest fear I have my fear of living alone without my family .If you have any ideas please do share in comment section :)

 I have a small dream 

one day I will be in my heaven filled with sun beam

Mumbai world calls it heaven I name it 

it has been my obsession to be there as here I feel like a misfit

I love the fact that city doesn't judge you

although everywhere competitors do nudge you

may be it's just a city for you

but for me my safe place my dream my possession to name a few

I don't like being judged for who I am 

also have heard that city accepts people with millions mayhem

I know I can't go there all alone

never have I changed my city, imagining of leaving my city make my emotions rise like cyclone

I fear to stay aloof

but living here feels like a spoof

I don't know why I am writing this

it's the first time I am stuck and asking for experiences please don't give it a miss


Comments

  1. Pooja Mahimkar18 March 2022 at 04:22

    You have expressed what you are feeling so well! And as someone from Mumbai, let me tell you the city would not make you feel alone

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    1. Shruti Mishra18 March 2022 at 05:02

      Hey Thankyou buddy 😇 i really wish whenever I plan to move to Mumbai I meet great people like you Thankyou for motivating 😇

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