Amiss

 Hello bello readers :) my today's post is about the missing the biggest reason for existence zeal. We all wake up at certain time of the day do our regular chores go to office do our work but what we forget in the process is zeal to live we are born to enjoy life too and not just live it because we are given it to us by god.

I am sharing my personal experience I wake up do my regular chores go to office but I feel something is missing  definitely the zeal to live I am foodie I love food I have my cheat days I love travelling but still something is missing I don't know what is that zeal I am talking about but something is definitely missing. When I was in school I was always happy I had that zeal to live but now that happiness is missing something is like a blackhole in hindi I say this feeling as (ek kala gehra samandar ek nanha parinda kho ra usk andar ).

I think that innocence of childhood is gone that's the zeal that's missing the brunt of adulthood has created this void (sounds poetic :P well that's what who I am a poetess).It was so easy to trust people when we were young we had no clue of the grey areas the sadness tend to persist no matter what .

Sometimes when I see a kid

I think of all the good deeds they did

they still can be fully  happy 

be it with a nappy 

I have all the materialistic happiness

but I still live the crankiness

crankiness of not being that much gentle

happiness resides as if the space in my life is rental 

sometimes I wish I could sort  this mess

even if not greater maybe a little bit less

life was indeed a bliss

I wish nothing should have  been amiss